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Lately all I have been able to do is bitch and fuck up. Great, i won't hit on any negative notes, because it's not worth the wasted effort. Figuring that I spend enough time complaining anyways, I'll just sulk.
I can't wait for summer to start. I'm ready to be done with school. I'm ready to call myself a senior. Most of all I'm ready to be done with the drama. I'm not going to let it follow me this summer.
I'm finding a shortage of luck points in my closet nowadays. I think I have no choice but to behave myself. Karma right?
..stuttering til I find my voice..
~mYa~Current Mood:  stressed Current Music: "Cry Me a River" by Justin Timberlake |
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So how is it I manage to unfold everything I've kept together. I can't imagine what more drama would be like. Oh well fuck it. That's the attitude I've had towards everything lately. It's all right though. I don't have time to care really.
Looking forward to the big Governor School visit on Friday! Whoo hoo! Not really I'm going to be nervous and uncomfortable for the rest of the week.
..good night moon..
~mYa~Current Mood:  calm Current Music: "ADIDAS" |
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Oops I've been neglecting to make an entry lately. What can I say a lot has been going on.
--I'm an official lifeguard now.
--I wrecked my car, kinda not really but I did put it in the ditch.
--I cheated on Matt and now I don't know what to do.
--People have been trying to ruin me. Or maybe I'm paranoid.
--I fractured my nose playing softball.
--I'm prepping for Prom. And I'm scared to death of going solo.
Yeah there's the big picture. I'll update when I get another chance.
..good night moon..Current Mood:  drained Current Music: "Live Like You Were Dying" by Tim McGraw |
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I guess what goes around comes around. I keep thinking that nothing falls back on me. Everything so far this week has sucked.
The biggest thing is that I almost got into a fight when my ex-boyfriend brought his new girlfriend to school. I went off, I jumped out of my seat and ran over to the door after her and if it wasn't for Amber grabbing me to hold me back I would have had my way.
I'll be damned if that didn't ruin my day.
..still ready to fight..
~mYa~ |
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Alrighty how long has it been since I've felt great adn happy? Too long, I would say.
First off we won our first game in 3 years yesterday 11-7!
How she get there, get there, get there, she stole, she what, she stole, she what, SHE STOLE!...I didn't steal but that would have been awesome I actually didn't play at all.
Second good thing being me and Matt.
Third good thing is I got a an effing job as a lifeguard at King's Dominion! Sweet.
$6.75 an hour.
so no drama yet.
..goodnight moon..
~mYa~Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: "getting better all the time" by Brooks & Dunn |
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I guess today will end one the least adventurous weekend I've had while not being grounded. I didn't go out, and I didn't hang out with anybody. I got so bored I typed the final draft for my english paper. At least that's over with.
Saturday:
Did the normal morning bowling leagaue thing.
Went to Nada's to pick up a pizza because their pizza is bum. I saw Ben at the gas station right beside it, he had no gas and no money so I gave him 5 dollars, making me broke.
Went to the campground, rode around, got stuck in the restroom, and did nothing else.
Sunday:
.....I haven't done jack shi-ite.
..like the rain, I have fallen for you..
~mYa~Current Mood:  blah Current Music: "like the Rain" by Tim McGraw |
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I feel so freaking unappreciated. I am about to quit Softball. Fuck them, I am one of the only ones running for every damn ball. In the history of our school the team has never won a single game, so why the fuck are we so intent at bitching about everything. Nobody on the team is great, everybody is mediocre and below, I included. There are alternatives to screaming at somebody. Maybe I’m the only person that knows that. Maybe I’m the only one who knows that it’s only a game. Coach puts me in as relief catcher (and I hate catcher) but I didn’t say anything. It just sucks.
I will quit if I get that job at the dollar store.
This week blew.
I still haven't talked to Danny, though I've been meaniing to break up with him all week.
Ashley is being overly dramatic as always.
It's Friday and I'm at home.
I failed a Chemistry quiz.
I have homework and I'm actually doing it.
**My dog had to be put to sleep yesterday because she was having heart failure. This has to be the worst of it.
However today did have one high point to it. Matt Bajsert and I have a date for next week and he wants to be with me! I'm so elated about this. I knew it was coming and I couldn't be more excited. He's great.
Oh and yesterday I continued with my bad girl acts. Matt Babb (my ex boyfriend) drove his new girlfriends's car to school (he doesn't have a liscense to drive in the first place). Well I hate that bitch with a passion, so when Savannah and I skipped 3rd block yesterday to go to Taco Bell, I keyed her car on the way out. I felt really good when I did it but I know it's wrong and mean. I feel that she deserved it after what she did to me, the heartbreak she caused me she definitely deserved it. But I think Tim knows because him and Travis pulled into the parking lot when I was jumping into my car. He said he saw a giant scratch across the bumper of the car. Oops, but he thinks Savannah did it. I dunno if Matt Babb knows or not but I don't really give a fuck. If she finds out I hope she tries to run her mouth cuz I'll be up at Ukrop's so fucking fast I beat her ass in front of everyone. Like I said I hate that stupid bitch.
Ehh I'm going out tomorrow to Drew's house to drink with Tim, Drew and Christina. It should be interesting because Drew and Tim said that they are going to try to get me and Christina to kiss, yeah right. I'm also anticipating this because Matt Bajsert might show up.
..good night moon..
~mYa~Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: "Oh" by Ciara |
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